TOPIC 3 : CITA-CITA

Assalamualaikum dan selamat petang

Saya x menaip 2 hari ni cause ketandusan idea wakaaka.. hmm ni pun push my self taip heheh..hari ni nk citer pasal cita-citaku suatu ketika dulu huhu..Hmm pendek kater kalo cikgu suh listkn dulu semua nk diletaknyer .
Kalo teacher tanyer plak what you want to be when you grow up? Huhu..Berebut-rebut angkat tangan nk jawab..hehe termasukla saya ni..

Pada zaman dulu2,kecik2la yg terlintas kat otak ni nk jadi doctor,peguam,akauntan,tu kire yang top sekalila.. hmm sampai satu ms tu,bile dah dok giler ngan kartun plus anime hmm ader citer nk jadi kartunis.. hehe.jgn sia-siakn bakat yang ader..hehe..pastu up lagi x best r men kartunis2 ni… hehe..kiter men graphic.. bknnyer nk jd pereka fesyen tp nk jd pereka graphic cartoon + anime tadi tula.. huhu.. sbb tersgt2 jatuh cinta ngn cartoon+anime..hehe..but at last.. I end up to????

Hmm disbbkn SPM ku x der excellent maner,art pun x leh skor .. huhu..kantoila.. plak.. xdpt A la mksudnye, saya ni byk men.. je rsnyer dulu.. huhu aper2ntah dibuatnyer, nsb jadi org kalo jadi beruang mcmmaner tu? Heheeh..Then, spt biaserla org berbondong2 apply for matrix.. actually x nk kalah apply gak.. hehe ..then kenerla sedar dr hehe just apply for accounts, spt yg kusangke mmg x dpt wakaka.. add math pun lulus jer..wakaka mane x nyer org x der add math g amik add math last minit form 5 br amik, amik sebijik kat sy lom msk exam dah nangis kecuakkan..hehe sort of afraid on figures.. asal nampak nombor jer start le.. mcm mabuk wakaka..pening2 lalat semua ader..hehe

Ekonomi pun x bp bgs sgt aper2 ntah yg msk dlm otak ni..sy pun x phm.. wakaka layan…mmg kusedar ku byk men.. tp rezeki tu still ader.. tp for kwn2 punyer info.. dr satu sampai lapan sy apply for Uitm.. time tu merit x tinggi lagi, yg ikut kelayakan pun UiTM jer gasakla.. UIA I wonder why I didn’t apply, oh my cousin sister said sth about the fees.. so, sempoila asal belajar..Apply punyer apply 1st choice of course art and design,2nd accountancy,3rd mass com, 4rd banking.. dah tu yang bawah2 x baper nk ingat sangatla..wakaka…last rasernyer cam agama2 camtu x silap..Then, the offer letter come..

Guess what? Dapat UiTM, huhu course Banking wakaka lawak jenaka time tu.. but at least mmg antara yg terplhla.. ingat dpt kat segamat,pastu dok telek lagi surat tu..oo rupernyer dpt kat kota London (Lendu) hehe..Melaka.. o.kla.. tu layan xla jauh sgt..kih3..

Blajar 3 tahun tok diploma, xderla excellent maner.. org len ble dpt straight dean list, dpt 2kali pun jdla.. sempoi.. hhehe.. layan jer janji pernah dpt.. Alhamdulillah…heheh..Then.. pas 3 thn tu.. confuse gak nk smbg ker tidak ke degree ni..?huhu so, smbgla sbb Mama suh smbg.. kwn2 len ader yg trs cr keje pas Dip.. quite high risk actually sbb org kater even Degree pun pyh nk dpt kejer.. just don’t bother what other people said.. smbg jer blaja..

But.. ms nk choose course for degree papa and mama x der disisi.. huhu isk3.. x tau nk ckp ngn saper time.. tu.. mereka g mengerjakn ibadah haji, since then saya tinggal ngn adik abah kat cheras…sbbkn saya msk daftar dl.. pakcik hntr sy dl.. sis pun dftr for hostel 4 a while.. nk hidup so kenerla gagahkan jua walaupun x kuat maner..eh eh melalut dah.. ha, tgh2 runsing, mama call dr saner huhu.. alangkah gembire rs dihati mengalahkn kekasih dihati plak yg tepon wakaka..then mama said it’s up to you , you choose your own.. way.. then decide properly..Xlamer pastu terputus huhu. Aper lagi rindu x hbs lagi terputus plak kaco tolla..kebetulan time tu x sihatla sgt..pakcikku yg prihatin pun trn mlk semata2 nk hntr ubat huhu actually die mmg ader program bercuti dgn colleague die.. kat seremban kalo x, x trn agknyer.. beli ubt tp spt biasa xmknla.. wakaka guner minyak angin ajer.. m.b x sihat sbb nk plh course ape tok degree.Alhamdulillah, saya plak jenis jarang sakit..heheh active dan cergas selalu.. active ke? Bolela..

Hmm.. pastu, wat istikharah, and select randomly.. actually dah survey2 ngan senior. Dah org takut nombor, so nk lari dr nomborla kononnyer... 1st choice Operations Management pekebender tu? Sendiri pun x der idea aper bender tu waakaka. 2nd marketing kot,3rd finance,yg len x igt wakaka aderla HR, Internaional Business smua..huhu.At last dpt Operations yg 1st choice tu.. heheh.. layan taram jer.. Nak kater sng x jugak coursenyer, nk kater ssh pun xjgk.. so so.la…Nombor and figures, mmg x dpt ku elakkan huhu.byk plak figues ngn graph2 kaco..wat degree 2 thn kat UiTM Shah Alam..complete tgh May hr tu.. tp convo lom lgla.. wakaka…m.b hjg bln 10 or awal bln 11…

Sekarang ni aper sy wat?raser2nyer?2bln cmtu tnm anggur.. keje jap x jd ader sbb musababnyer.. then, x psl2 wat part time kat farmasi dulu… ( tmpt kwn mama) sbb die trust kat sy ni..pastu plak payah nk cr org then.. x kisahla kejer data entry jer layan.. But actually tggu gak offer keje tetap len…huhu.. x nmpk batang hidung pun… lom dtg kot rezki.. tu.. nanti dtgnyer bergolek-golek harap begitula..big2 company ni.. phm2 jerla.. payah nk enter.. setakat tekan enter kat laptop sngla.. nk msk big company baper kali kener tapis.. huhu..

Moral of the story… setiap org perlu ader citer2 at least kiter aim sth nk jd aper nk kejer aper, kiter decide kiter hanya mampu merancang Allah yang menentukan.. heheh.. and keep on waiting for the call ..for interview..pendek kater handphone x berenggang kat sisi sy ni.. penting tu…phew…penat membebel.. tu..la bkn x der idea.. ader jer tp takut org bosan bc citer sy ni.. x derla best maner tp blehla share tok adik2 yg msh mencari2 hala tuju nk g maner.

My advicela kan, if u get something grab it tightly, but if the things is not for you don’t be upset try to change the strategy.. what you want to be, what you want to do.. after this..mcm kes sy ni.. lebih kurang.. iklan Aiman x kisah.. camtu..la..Eventhough bender tu bkn yg kiter harapkn challenge yourself.. then you feel it..pnt lelah belajar.. len nanti kejer plak len.. heheh… maser blaja ni byk men dgn strategy saper salah strategi hanyutla.. so, sy harap ader yg dpt tangkap jln citer ni.. walaupun.. cm best x best sgt jer..wakaka…

Eh luper plak citer2 saya x ckp lagi eh nk jadi aper pendek kater sy nk jadi insan yang berilmu & berguna pada masa dpn but one thing for sure, Insya Allah I will continue with my Master hehe last profession lecturer.. kih3.. cikgu jugakk.. wakaka..x tau la plak.. kalo lari lagi dr aim yg asal.. hehehe bkn sng nk jadi corporate lady.. kih3.. just wait and see..la.. jgn x jadi org sudeh… penting tu!!(trademark sy).. tu..la serba sedikit psl citer-citerku suatu ms dulu hingga kini…Hopefully, kesabaran yg diuji ni menjanjikan sesuatu yg amat berharga…..amin……..

Sumber: Aper yg sendiri rase..huhu